wasted

morning all...
it's raining here,just came back from market with mum & dad
plan after this is go to town but seems rain wouldn't stop yet,so will see how is it going
just be informed by mum that one of my auntie's father in law just passed away this morning,,mum & dad go to give a visit,,
Innalillahiwainnailaihirojiun...let's pray together & give Al-Fatihah...
as to remind myself, all living things in this world will die,,everything will come to the end
as Muslim, we have to remember that & get prepared to face Him soon
death is a must for everybody

so guys,just wanna share what I'm feeling this morning
Alhamdulillah, I realize that I became more matured in thinking
I mean, well..life is life..how hard I argue with myself,
what happen is already happen, no one should be blame on, as someone who can understand it, I should accept it sincerely & happily
put in your mind Ain, everything happens for a reason
bad or good, it's still a reason,,, so when you know the reason or you know what is actually happening, judge it wisely..even sometimes you get really mad...really frustrated..
you must be strong,,fight all the negative thinking to make you down badly
think it positively,,even it's not make any senses..just do it...you'll be fine
you will make yourself happy
you are not gonna let other let you down
you
you
not him
not her
not anybody
just you
and only you
as long as you doing the right thing, everything gonna be just fine
but..how do I know I've done the right thing??
by following your intuition,, InsyaAllah...
but..
sometimes I feel wasted
what wasted??
hmmm,,,
everything??
are sure Ain??
never mind...
whatever it is..learn from your mistake,,make your life better and better
leave the bad one,,take the good one
let go the past, reach out for a new beginning
you can do it Ain
(after 30minutes)
hehehee...
on call just now..someone is calling..do really miss him,,
seems like he knows that I wanna talk to him right now,,hehe
thanks dear..
hmm..okay2...ohya...something to tell..
my roommate, Jazira aka Jaz..she hospitalized!!
she was suspected 'TIBI' disease and now she was arrested at KPJ Penang Specialist's ward,, accompanied by her mum..
wish I was there to accompanied her too or at least able to visit her
so guys..let us prays together for her recovery okay,,Amin


actually, this post should be posted this morning..mean...around 9 am or 10 am..
but the time I was typing this, then my mum & dad just get back home and ask to get prepared for shopping...hehehe
so that's it..I just leave my laptop without posting this first..haha
so happy when get gathered..mum,dad,me,mira,aiman&anieq
so much fun..Alhamdulillah for this opportunity
so glad having this happy family & great parents..
LOVE you mum,,,LOVE you dad