confusion

maybe I need to say this to someone..but I couldn't..
I had great time
happy, sad, laugh, restless, everything..it's complete
and I'm actually talking about confusion
my mind..my thinking
it was so mess up
going round&round..so much color
sometimes without any name..any sound
what does it mean?? I can't really see it
can I juz knock my heart & ask for an answer??
why there is no answer??
burns with feeling
cold & reeling

HELLO U THERE??
can u see?? u've been changing the world around me !!!
u did it on purpose or what??
I always dun have a word
speechless...

mybe here something I wanna say 2 u
I know that u believe u understand
what u think what I'm saying
but I'm not sure u realize that
what u heard is not what I mean..
oh god!!
I'm so stuck in the moment!!

but still...
I'M CONFUSE

whatever it is
never let go of HOPE, one day u will see dat all has finally come together
what I always wished for has finally come to be
I will look back & laugh
and i will ask myself
How did I get through all this??

someone said so...