Me and Home #1

Assalamualaikum and Selamat Sejahtera Malaysia (^_^)

My day started quite interesting today, all of us not got up for Sahoor.
Mom got up at 5.20 am and she wake me and others catching up our Sahoor before Imsak on 5.34 am
just imagine how fast we eat, we had our moment, Mom will never let us skip Sahoor :)

suasana pasar kedai payang

After Subuh, me took nap and on 7.00 am me get ready, went to market with my beloved Mom. On our way to market, typical human habit, listening to radio while driving before reach the destination, Raya songs all over on air and then my mom said:

"...Mak tak boleh dengar dah, sedih dan sebak...
 Mak teringat kat arwah Abah, kita raya tanpa Abah...
 Sebak dan sedih.. Akak tutuplah radio tu...
 Akak tak sedih ke.."

I'm not immediately turned the radio off, I looked at my mom and said:

"...Akak kalau dah ada dekat kampung, dekat dengan Mak, Akak tak sedih dah..
 Masa Akak kat Melaka, Akak pun takleh dengar lagu raya, 
 sedih sebab jauh dengan Mak..."

then my Mom cried and she said again;

"..Akak..tutuplah radio tu..." (while wiping her tears..)

still...not turned off the radio but I changed the radio channel.. in my heart, I said:

[ "....Akak sedih..bukan tak sedih.. kalau belakang Mak, Akak nangis lebih teruk dari Mak.
 cuma...bila depan Mak, cukup lah air mata Mak yang mengalir, biar Akak yang sapu,
 Akak kena kuat untuk Mak, kalau kita sama sama nangis, Akak takut Akak tak dapat nak berhenti menangis sampai bila bila.." ]

This Raya will be our first Raya without Abah, people may see we already get use to it.. accepting the truth that Abah was gone and settle in face this life without Abah.. but the truth is, we still grieving and felt like Abah never leaves us. Even in our daily conversation, 'Abah' always be in it. Abah like this, Abah love this, Abah love that, Abah remembrance is everywhere. AL-FATIHAH.

'pisang' is my favorite

Okay, enough with the tears, can't wait for my Mom's Pengat Pisang. We bought some Pisang Nangka (that's what people here in Terengganu call it). My Mom's Pengat Pisang was the best, you guys should try it if you had chance,he90. Moreover, Terengganu is awesome!!

kepok lekor sedappp

juadah buffet kat Beruang Hill, Melaka

sampai je Terengganu terus jumpa budak tak duk diam ni, Farihin Danial

If you succeeded in cheating someone, don't think that the person is a fool...you should realize that the person trusted you so much more than you deserve !!!