i want this...hukhuk...

HTC Wildfire

I already do some survey, its RM 1199
wish I have that amount now
oh dear HTC..I'm so in love with you..
white in color
it will remains just dream..hoho
of coz la, i dun have the money..
dreaming je la..

p/s: Blackberry turn to be my 2nd choice now,haha =))

Miley Cyrus- Stay Lyrics

ADDICTED!!

Melaka Maju 2010

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dear....

Salam...

dear precious..

someone said:: Good that you have fix it...

but does he know what is behind the 'it' word...??

but..nevermind..

Alhamdulillah..some part of my problems solved but not all

still struggling but not too struggling...

someone said:: you should not treat him like tht..he's not your cat!!

ouuchhh, so hurt..bleeding inside..

hoping she knew what she saying one day..

if she knew how hard am I..

if she knew how hurt am I..

if she knew how weak am I..

if she knew how trouble am I..

thought she understands me..

but I never blame her coz no one ever understand me more than myself

and I know she not totally mean it.. it just bcoz afraid of losing me..

someone said:: I will always be by your side, always.. like a firewall..anything or anyone wanna get access to you must deal with me first. I will protected you as long as I'm breathing..

he is the beautiful thing ever happens in my life..

until now, I still can't believe he found me..

a girl with a lot of problem..such a burdening girl..right??

he always there when I need him..even not needed, he always there..

he's so hold on tight that he loves me with all his heart..

I don't know how many time I lie him..

I don't know how many time I hurt him..

I don't know how many time I make him worried..

and I don't know how many time I make him cried..

as other guy, I think I already been dumped..

but he...

everytime I ask him why you are doing this to me??

the only words he can say is..

because I LOVE YOU..

I wanna get marriage with you and having a happy life with you..

that time I realized that I shouldn't hurt him anymore..

I should make him happy as he always created smiles on my face..

make me laugh..and yes..

he never fail make me smile..

to Ahmad Asyraf Merican bin Mohd Ibrahim Merican..

thanks for all your support all this while..

even I can't be the best for you..

but I always try to...

torn apart

I guess it's not smooth as I thought.... I can't say what I wanna say.. Oh God, I'm so torn apart inside, it's get harder everyday. What should I do now?? I don't know what should I do.. I'm not giving up but at the same time I don't know how to fix it.. Wishing everything gonna be just OK even wishing is not enough to make sure it will be OK.

against me

everything...everyone was against me. Feel so terrible right now, stuck in a room doing nothing. Kind of interrupting someone's happy life. You are so annoying Ain.. You are so in trouble. Why I messing up with everything?? I just don't wanna be hypocrite person.. I don't deserve him. I just want my lonely life back..even it's not happy but at least I'm not breaking up others heart. I'm so tired thinking out of others, it's time to be selfish..isn't it guys?? I wish I could fix everything but....mybe it's too late now.. I just wanna say here..someone who ever walking in my shoes, that person will understand my situation now..feel so relieve when we talking & sharing with someone who really understand us instead of pushing me hardly.. I can't be good to everyone around me... I'm sorry...........

regret??

Is running away will solve problems?? of course not,but at least I get some space for me to breathe. Slowly breathe without pain. I'm so tired of being push. I just want others to accept my decision, when I say NO they get NO..when I say YES they get YES..even I totally can considerate and compromise doesn't mean I lose the respect. I don't want to regret anything but seems its too late, I already regret it...

heavy one

day by day..i see every reason for anything happen to my life
there is a good one and also bad..honestly, it's getting harder everyday..unlucky me
nobody knows or see our hardship,they just know how to 'comment' on it
without considering..or thinking the good one..other than the bad one
can they just be more concern?? a little mybe?? not much..
word is just a word until you made it...or meant it..or prove it
so, its easy to say it instead of doing it
thought I'm getting better and better after trying hard to face it
but..I'm wrong,it just not gonna happen like I wish..unlucky me,again
hoping is just not enough,then I work for it but I mess everything..
dun know wht else I should do
not just messing with study but....with him too
hey guys,,remember?? I am cruel !!! so of course I will spoiled everything
he is the best thing ever been mine
all the dreams he created for me
all the memories he want me to be part of it
all the loves he want to share with me
he owns the big hearts that will give me the happiness I wanted all this while
sometimes I feel likes this life is unfair & sometimes I feel I deserve it
its not a choices but...
whom I should be & who I am..

writer says: you must stick on what you've decide dear..
phua chu kang says: dont play play
simon says: blew off!!
okay!! enough with the heavy...arrghhh!!!

off to MALACCA tonight

wahh...boleh tahan penat duk kt dpur hri ni...mcm2 ak buat dgn mak hr ni..buat pengat keladi, puding, kek batik dan kek oren,,terbaek!! bila aku ad kt rumah,mcm2 mak nk mkn..pengat keladi memg dr hr jumaat lg mak nk buat, tp bila aku ckp aku nk balik, mak tggu aku balik dulu bru mak buat,,,leh mkn sama2..then abah nk mkn puding buah,so buatkan special utk abah..kurang manis ea..hehehe..kek batik & kek oren plak utk adik2ku yg tersayang..seronok sgt leh mkn rmai.2.wish Mira was here too...nt akak bawak kek g Melaka and hntar kt hostel Bunga Raya utk Mira ea..so dpt la dia rasa wlaupun xbalik kmpung...hmm,,makin berat la hati aku nk balik Melaka mlm ni..tak nk balik boleh x?? huhuhuhu...ptg ni plan nk kuar jp..nk beli Keropok Lekor..nk bg kwn2 kt Melaka rasa Keropok Lekor Terengganu yg terbaik dr ladang...hahahaha

Wedding of the Year

Tahniah kpd Angkasawan Negara...Majlis Pernikahan Datuk Dr. Sheikh Muszaphar Shukor bersama pasangan hatinya, Dr. Harlina Mohd Yunos telah diadakan pada 10.10.10 pagi td..dan skrg aku tgh tgk live Majlis Resepsi diorg yg dibawakan eksklusif oleh TV3 dari Pusat Konvensyen Antarabangsa, Putrajaya (PICC)..majlis yg bertemakan Persandingan Kayangan..sama cocok sama padan..suke tgk org tgh bahagia...semoga ikatan yg terjalin berkekalan hingga ke akhir usia..insyaAllah..amin..

ALLAH Leaves Us Many Clues

A sliced Carrot looks like the human eye. The pupil, iris and radiating lines look just like the human eye...and YES science now shows that carrots greatly enhance blood flow to and function of the eyes.

A Tomato has four chambers and is red. The heart is red and has four chambers. All of the research shows tomatoes are indeed pure heart and blood food.

Grapes hang in a cluster that has the shape of the heart. Each grape looks like a blood cell and all of the research today shows that grapes are also profound heart and blood vitalizing food.

A Walnut looks like a little brain, a left and right hemisphere, upper cerebrums and lower cerebellums. Even the wrinkles or folds are on the nut just like the neo-cortex. We now know that walnuts help develop over 3 dozen neuron-transmitters for brain function.

Kidney Beans actually heal and help maintain kidney function and yes, they look exactly like the human kidneys.

Celery, Bok Choy, Rhubarb and more look just like bones. These foods specifically target bone strength. Bones are 23% sodium and these foods are 23% sodium. If you don't have enough sodium in your diet the body pulls it from the bones, making them weak. These foods replenish the skeletal needs of the body.

Eggplant, Avocados and Pears target the health and function of the womb and cervix of the female - they look just like these organs. Today's research shows that when a woman eats 1 avocado a week, it balances hormones, sheds unwanted birth weight and prevents cervical cancers. And how profound is this? .... It takes exactly 9 months to grow an avocado from blossom to ripened fruit. There are over 14,000 photolytic chemica l cons tituents of nutrition in each one of these foods (modern science has only studied and named about 141 of them).

Figs are full of seeds and hang in twos when they grow. Figs increase the motility of male sperm and increase the numbers of S perm a S we ll to overcome male sterility.

Sweet Potatoes look like the pancreas and actually balance the glycemic index of diabetics.

Olives assist the health and function of t he ovaries.

Grapefruits, Oranges, and other Citrus fruits look just like the mammary glands of the female and actually assist the health of the breasts and the movement of lymph in and out of the breasts.

Onions look like body cells. Today's research shows that onions help clear waste materials from all of the body cells. They even produce tears which wash the epithelial layers of the eyes.

HAJI in 1953

Ayatul KURSI

Hikmat Ayat Al-Kursi mengikut Hadis-hadis:

• Barang siapa membaca ayat Al-Kursi bila berbaring di tempat tidurnya, Allah SWT mewakilkan dua orang Malaikat memeliharanya hingga subuh.

• Barang siapa membaca ayat Al-Kursi di akhir setiap sembahyang Fardhu, dia akan berada dalam lindungan Allah SWT hingga sembahyang yang lain.

• Barang siapa membaca ayat Al-Kursi di akhir tiap sembahyang, dia akan masuk syurga dan barang siapa membacanya ketika hendak tidur, Allah SWT akan memelihara rumahnya dan rumah-rumah disekitarnya.

• Barang siapa membaca ayat Al-Kursi di akhir tiap-tiap shalat fardhu, Allah SWT menganugerahkan dia setiap hati orang yang bersyukur, setiap perbuatan orang yang benar, pahala nabi2, serta Allah melimpahkan rahmat padanya.

• Barang siapa membaca ayat Al-Kursi sebelum keluar rumahnya, maka Allah SWT mengutuskan 70,000 Malaikat kepadanya - mereka semua memohon keampunan dan mendoakan baginya.

• Barang siapa membaca ayat Al-Kursi di akhir sembahyang, Allah SWT akan mengendalikan pengambilan rohnya dan dia adalah seperti orang yang berperang bersama Nabi Allah sehingga mati syahid.

• Barang siapa yang membaca ayat Al-Kursi ketika dalam kesempitan nescaya Allah SWT berkenan memberi pertolongan kepadanya.

Dari Abdullah bin 'Amr r.a., Rasulullah S.A.W. bersabda,
"Sampaikanlah pesanku biarpun satu ayat..."