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May 22, 2010

Here comes the emptiness..

susah btul la nk setelkan masalah yg melibatkan hati & perasaan ni...
HELLO?? can u guys understand me??
i'm a NORMAL person..x bleh nk puaskan ht smue org.
i'm trying 2 b a good person towards everyone i know but plzzz....dun misunderstanding!
I'd rather walk alone then hurting u guys.
so when I say enough,then is enough..
dun push me..dun force me..
give me some space to breathe..
I deserve that rite??
my new ENDING was a perfect BEGINNING for me
let me have this for now..
I juz want a simple way to get escape from all of this
NO heart feelings!
what I decide is the best for me and also for us..
I know..I can see it..I know what it is all about
now is time for me to start thinking not juz following my intuition that almost kill me..huh!
for me, it easy to blame but not see the truth.
and I'm seeing and accepting the truth now!
mybe there's no more LOVE for me.
i know..it sounds like kind of give up thing or 'whateverr..' but this is it
no one would listen, but i dun care..
ME is ME
AIN is AIN

so I deserve to decide my own life..
someone told me that there is strength is every tears..
it would make me fight! fight for anything u should fight!
and I agree with him..
biarla...memg aku suke nangis pun..
aku akui..kdg2 dgn menangis bleh lemahkan aku..tp..
x dinafikan jugak..menangis bleh kuatkan diri aku..
so btul la..setiap tangisan tu,,ada kekeuatan yg tersendiri..
its up to yourself..
so when i decide something,
if no one's left standing by me after that
i dun care
I'll juz be still and mybe someone also still be there for me..who knew rite??
I gotta go my own way..
something doesn't seem right lately..
actually..not lately..but..past few months..
my life keeps getting away from the path
how hard I try, how hard I plan
is always rearranges..everything was mess!
but still, I've gotta do what's best for me..
you'll guys be ok..
I'll move on..and leave all behind
but I get my hopes up
I might find my places in this big world someday..
let's hope!!

pe ntah aku mengarut ni..lantak la..nama pun blog aku kan..so luah j la apa yg nk luah..this blog is mine..hehehe,,,tp aku sedar..sebanyak mana pun aku luah..semuanya terpulang pd diri aku sendiri utk hadapi smue ni..bak kata org...mulut bolah cakap apa sahaja..tp hati yg mengetahui segala2nya..I never wish someone will understand me coz I know...no one does and never will..






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