call me A.J

tears...that's my life is all about now..suck!!
why all this happening to me??
i dun deserve to be happy..
but...
even all the troubles and tests coming to me,i'm still lucky to have good friends around me..
thanks all whoever make me happy,,,make me smile,,,make me laugh,,,
even though it wont cure the hurt,but it's precious for me to have it at this moment..
now, i'm trying to do all things right.
i wont make mistake anymore.
i'll try my best to be Nor'ain even it's not the same Nor'ain anymore..
never be the same..
i have to fight for my happpiness, should i??
everyone deserve to be happy rite??
so do i..
nothing n no one can understand me more than myself.
mybe i was stupid before, but not anymore..
even it's too late, i'm gonna make it.
nothing impossible insyaAllah..

Ya Allah, give me strength to face all this.
give me patience to get through Your test.
give me sincerity of heart to accept Your faith.
and give me forgiveness for all my sins.
Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin..