nothing was right, but ...

everything feels like falling apart once again
i know it was just me, only me
no one to blame
just hoping i didn't hurt anyone

this is me, in my own world
coz that's what i do
when i didn't know what to do
silence, fake smile, diversion and so on

time maybe not gonna get me any closer for what i search for
but time is my only option
what else i can do ?? nothing
i have to believe time will have the answer for me
while clock is ticking
it is myself who need to be fix
in and out
until i found what i search for
one fine day
insyaAllah

but
i will cherish everything
everyday, everytime
coz i love to