senyumlah ain.....

Senyumlah wahai ain
sudah kerap kau berduka
menangis megalirkan airmata
pedih menahan siksa

senyumlah ain sayang
dengan penuh ceria
mesra dan ikhlas
banyak hati akan senang
sahabat dan teman
dunia pun jadi terang

senyumlah dengan manis
agar hatiku suka
berbunga sentiasa
agar tidurku lena
dapatku pejamkan mata
sambil ku dakap peti kecilku

some pic of me & frens

n.e.w

such a torny path i've been through since he's not in my life anymore,,,
make myself stronger & stronger
struggling,,,arguing,,,i'm so tired
but life must go on...enough for me when i'm not forgeting Him and i know He always by my side as He promise..O Allah,plz give me strength for everything i have decided..
no one knew even i make a wrong choice or wrong decision,but still..
i just can't be in silence mode forever,,action must be taken..
now or never
so i did it,,,and now i feel it,,,
hoping everything gonna be fine..insyaAllah,,
i always hold on to my trust, i will always SMILE even mu heart hurts and even i couldn't brighten up my own life, i will brighten up other's life...
it makes me feel so relieve when someone relieve & happy..
as in this life, we have to give and take
but i rather choose to give but not to take..
sometimes i feels like when i come to someone's life, i will change their life become more complicated with my absence...do i need to be alone??hmmm....
but now,,i'm trying to give myself a chance to be happy with my own choice,,
as i always pray to Him, and now i guess i already get the answer,,
thank you Allah,,plz guide me Allah..
i like a baby without You by my side...
i dun care wht people wanna say on what i've decide,
i made the choice here,okay?? not you,not them,not anyone...ME..
so i can't have it both ways when its too complicated for me to look..
it's okay if i'm being a jerk,,
there's just no way around.........

and now, i am appreciating someone in my life..
after i put him aside from my heart..
i never open my heart for him..
but he still love me sincerely without hoping i will accept him..it's enough for him if i am friend of him..
he's totally a good man..
never hurt me,,
if before i was thinking that be in silence, ignore everything..will solve my confusion & problems..
but with him, i learned that silence just gonna make you hanging, hanging and hanging..
you should face it..
than you can let go the old bond and reach the new one.....

updated,haha!!

assalamualaikum guys,,,wassupp...so sorry for making this blog slowly updated,,,no mood + busy = lazy....hahahaha! today i went to PC Fair@MITC with my friend & my rumate,,tp xberapa nk happening coz apa yg dicari ada yg xdpt..out of stock,hukhuk =(( but still satisfied la coz ada jugak brg yg terbeli sprt yg dihajati sprt SonicGear headphone, laptop skin, laser mouse & cooler,,esok mcm nk peg lg coz teringin nk cr mp4 plak,,hehehe =)) berblanja mcm nk bls dendam kot,haha!! actually sem lepas ada jgk PC Fair kt MITC ni tp aku x g coz tyme tu duit ckup2 mkn ja,,klau peg pown wt sakit ht ja coz xdpt nk beli apa yg dimahukan,,haha.. at night, went to Stadium Hang Tuah to give support to UTeM football player for the tournament,,it's final battle!! congrats for UTeM player coz berjaya kalahkan ALL STAR FC from MMU,,,even diorg ada kelebihan dgn player2 import diorg yg tinggi2 tuh,tp u guys terbaek!! Menang 3-0 style kot!!..CONGRATS again!!! TOMORROW event:: hang out wif my girls,,,ANA, JAZ & IQA...we gonna have so much fun!! a lot of thing happens lately,means, problem,,damn!! some of them solved but some of them not yet!! huh!! Ya Allah, permudahkan urusan hambaMu ini..beri aku petunjuk & hidayahMu semoga semuanya selesai dgn adilnya~~Amin~~~~