grrrrrr....

other student might be already pass a few paper,

but me? NOT EVEN ONE...hukhuk

not till this Friday...my first paper

i wish i can cross all out,like this..

means..final exam is over!!!

BUT>>>it's not...

still struggling... :(

EXAM..NOTES..REVISE...STAY UP..

 

new week begin..arrgghhh!!

I hate MON-TUE-WED-THU-FRI

what can I say, my mood in study lost since I got here (UTeM)

try to get back but always failed

have some task delayed, need to catch up.

 

 

this week I have test

damn!! test is killing me!!

 

 

you know what help me so much when I got all this pressure??

EAT. FOOD. That's why I become chubby day by day.

 

 

try to diet?? as usual, always failed.

why?? tension everyday

why?? because I don't wanna be here,HAHA!!

 

:: at least i admit it ::

so much thing happen  with or without my desire

keep doing the right thing sometimes wrong

failed, failed & failed again

i know this would come

its just about time & seems its already the time

not happy & not sad - neutral

but still, reality is reality

you can dreamed but not forever

i don't understand, confuse

the faith that I hold seems get lose from my hand

where should I hold now? try to reach 

but there's nothing to reach except..be still

can I keep be still?? of course I can't..

things will change

people will change too

and for sure, I should do something..

mistake is not something u can choose

either u want it or not

its just happen, without any warn

instead of being frustrated,

also should have strength there

at least I admit it

plz don't judge me for what I've done

see how I try to fix it even I always find failure.

:: MY ACTIVITY ::

:: February 17 ::

This pic was snap at FTMK lobby before all of us went to Kuala Lumpur for PSM Visit at Seri Kembangan. We accompanied by Dr Zul Azri and Mrs. Zaheera. 

Visit Location: Signtech Malaysia & CyberSecurity Malaysia
pic: credit to Mohd Aliff

:: at CyberSecurity MALAYSIA after the visit ::

:: with my dear BFF Ana Rashid ::

:: February 18 ::

have some fun playing bowling with my Asyraf and my BFF, Epi. Guess what, I'm so addicted to bowling now, haha. Will improve the skill,haha.
 

:: February 19 ::

:: Hunger of Secret Recipe cheese cake, Indulgence Chocolate is the best!! ::

:: February 20 ::

Went to Tasik Ayer Keroh with my Asyraf and friends; Amirul Asyraf & Shafik. My dear roomate, Nurika & her BF joined this too.

 All this activities really2 help me in built up my strength. Everyone can have friend, not just a friend but many friends. But having a friend is not just u have it or own it but how u be friend and how u being a friend to your friend. 


You know how to be truth with ur BF, then why u cannot be truth with ur friends too?? Its just the same feeling..feeling towards someone you love & care. Don't think negative of ur friends, don't judge by yourself. Some of teenage now, too arrogant, too proud of him/herself. Hey guys, you cannot reach what you already reached now without your friends.


:: THINK ABOUT IT ::


:: APPRECIATE YOUR FRIEND ::

10 days in 2011

Assalamualaikum & Salam 1 Malaysia

how you doing guys? Ain doakan semuanya berjalan dgn lancar seperti yang kita rancangkan di tahun baru ni. Pejam celik pejam celik, hari ni dah pun masuk hari ke-10 di tahun 2011 ni.. Kejap je kan, dan 10 hari kita meninggalkan 2010 yang telah pun kita tempuh dengan pelbagai cabaran & ujian.

Alhamdulillah dengan izinNya kita semua masih lagi di dunia ini dikurniakan nikmat2Nya dan kepada yang telah tiada, sama2 kita sedekahkan Al-Fatihah.

Anyways, about this 10 day, I've learned something. Something that I never knew & felt before. It's great I was able to see & understand it now. I like to share with you guys but I didn't know how. Give me some times to figure it out. 

CAMPUS LIFE

Everything seems fine & on the track. Just having some problems with a subject that need to be settle A.S.A.P cause this is last week for subject registration. InsyaAllah. Class was great, lecturers also great, timetable also great. 1st week of class, got 2 or 3 assignment need to be submit this week, which is also 'great'..hehehe. Wish I get more prepared this semester in everything I'm doing & throw away all the negative habit. Facing PSM this semester, so nervous & everything seems like in unpredictable mode. So scary for me. InsyaAllah, everything's gonna be fine.

HOSTEL LIFE

Nothing special & new, except.. Same room mate, miss them damn much. Glad having them as room mate again!! Other than that, same house, same room, same bed, same environment (hard to get food,haha). BUT, got new info when I come back from campus just now, an AEROBIC will be held on every Sunday morning, 7.30 am, at Taman Rimba for all resident of Taman Tasik Utama. It's a good event and I will make sure I'll go there for once even not for every Sunday morning,hehehe. Come join us, sure it will be fun!!

L.O.V.E LIFE

Those letters are means a lot to me. Something precious to lose. For me, L.O.V.E is not just for someone we close at like parents, siblings or boyfriend, but it is something huge feeling towards person I care & concern. The person who always be there for me when I need them. The person who concern about me even we far apart. The person who be there for me either =( or =). The person who stalk me from far just to make sure I'm okay & fine. The person who waiting for me to walk into their life. The person who pretend to not to be close to me but at the same time always looking at me. The person who always pleasure me with their words. The person who always annoying me with their words but at the same time intent to have my attention which is make me say "I miss our good time". For me, these is L.O.V.E. Even each of that have different meaning, different person but all that just because of one reason. L.O.V.E. Wherever you are, you all will be always in my heart as precious memories in my life & thanks for giving me the opportunity to feel each kind of L.O.V.E that you guys gave to me. May all of us will found their true L.O.V.E. InsyaAllah.

N O R' A I N

Subhanallah...I leave it all to you Ya Allah.. if it was destined I accept it. I hate when I'm being bullied but at the same time, I don't know how to stand to myself... that's why all of this could happen to me.. or its sign for me to surrender?? give up on studying...?? Its really hard being you NOR'AIN..

terbabas

Assalamualaikum, hye guys,,,
seharian aku x update blog semalam kan??
huhuhu,,xda mood la.. setiap kali nk kena balik Melaka memg mcm ni, terus hilang mood2 ceria aku,, sayang sgt nk tinggalkan mak & abah, adik2 & rumah,,, love being at home.
aku smpai Melaka dlm 5 lebih, then tggu teksi & smpai kt hostel TTU2 ku yg 'tercinta' ni around 6.15 am.. hahahaha,,sblum smpai hostel aku hntar adik dlu kt hostel Bunga Raya..lepas pastikan dia selamat smpai bilik bru la aku balik TTU2 plak,,cyg dia sgt..huhu
smpai jer bilik terus capai ubat ku yg 'tersayang' plak,,hahaha,,gastrik menyerang coz semalaman x mkn apa2 hnya minum air jer..bagai nk gila aku dibuatnya dgn kesakitan yg aku rasakan di tambah plak dgn air-cond bas SP BUMI yg menggila bgaikan ribut taufan,,,gila la,beku!!u guys bayangkan la apa yg aku rasa,,huhuhu
so lepas aku mkn ubat, borak2 jap dgn si dia smpai tertido...kesian dia ckap sorg2,,hahaha.. sorry sayang..TAK SENGAJA TAW,penat sgt,,,hehehe
efek ubat buatkan aku TIDO MATI means MISS CLASSES,haha..what to do?? adoyaiii...

bgun jer dr tido, badan mcm terlebih energy la plak, lepas kms brg2 masuk loker, satu bilik aku kemas smpai ke meja study,,BERDEBU GILERR!! dh siap kemas smue2, aku mandi..basuh baju..solat Zohor then tgk movie 'LAGENDA ANAK SETAN' dengan my rumate Ana & Ika..smbil menikmati kuih2 raya yg di bawa,,xda selera lg nk mkn sbnarnya, tp terpksa mkn sbb xnk GASTRIK menyerang lg,,,huh!! mlm ni kalau xda apa2 aral yg melintang, si dia nk bwk aku g makan..
kalau u guys nk tahu, si dia dh merajuk taw..marah2 manja gtu sbb aku xmakan lg,,
dia risau sgt coz taknak aku sakit lg,,,,SAYANG kamoo lebey,,,hikhik
hahaha,,cm funny plak aku cter sal ni sume kt blog aku nihh,,xpernah2 aku buat,,
tapi....ntah la...xtaw nk define cmna,,fhm2 sendiri la..so 'undefined' la yerrr..hikhik

this week schedule:
minggu ni ada 2 lg midterm yg blum selesai; LAN & WEB..
22hb & 23hb satu petang satu pagi..
and part yg paling best, AKU TAK STUDY LAGI !!haha
insyaAllah mlm ni la kot start slow2..
selain tu, follow up Bengkel II yg xtahu apa 'condition'nyerr
and mini2 project yg blum start pun lg,,
NEED A HARD WORK here,,haha
insyaAllah aku akan complete kn smue ni,chayok2!!

hal2 yg lain plak (a.k.a mslh hati perasaan jiwa konflik scandal,semua lah senang...huisshhh,, Perdana Menteri pun xda mslh mcm aku nihh,,hahaha).. actually dun have any idea to comment regarding this matter but all this thing bother me so muchhh.. oopppss, before that, this problem completely not related to my BF ok?? we were fine,loving each other la katakan,,haha
it's about someone else.. someone I respect..
actually I don't know what exactly I'm thinking about
just hoping he'll be fine and have a better life without my existence in his life
and so far I guess it is so..InsyaAllah
ok la guys,,smpai sni dlu k..
take care all & have a great day
LOVE YOU ALL

Wassalam,,,,