happy unhappy

maybe not now,

maybe not today, but eventually.

things will come together, insyaAllah.

right now it doesn't seem that way

right now it seems like everything is wrong

but that isn't true.....

at some point in our lives,

we'll all hit rock bottom

bumps on the road

and so much more

so much easier to sit there and feel hopeless

rather than pull ourselves back up.

don't give up

everything will be alright.

they say there are five stages of grief:

DENIAL

ANGER

BARGAINING

DEPRESSION

ACCEPTANCE

and I don't know what stage am I right now

I keep everything inside

hard for me to spill everything out

instead of thinking for myself

I choose thinking about others first

that's who I am

I can say, nobody understand me

I guess

but one thing keeping me standing is that

I must be strong

for good.

thanks Allah

Alhamdulillah, thanks Allah. Thanks for listening to my prayer. Terima kasih di atas rezeki yang Kau berikan kepadaku. Hanya Kau yg Maha Mendengar lagi Maha Mengasihani hambaMu ini. Thanks for giving me strength to face this life, thanks for always be there for me. Ya Allah, sesungguhnya aku sungguh bersyukur di atas segala nikmat yg Kau berikan kepadaku. Terima kasih juga kerana memberi aku kesihatan utk aku meneruskan urusan sehari2an. Ampunkan segala dosa2ku Ya Allah. Berilah aku petunjukMu Ya Allah.

from now on:

no one can hurt me

no one can make me cry

no one can make me angry

no one can make me down

no one can make me frustrated

no one can judge me

no one can blame me

EXCEPT ALLAH

only ALLAH who can hurt me

only ALLAH who can make me cry

only ALLAH who can make me angry

only ALLAH who can make me down

only ALLAH who can make me frustrated

only ALLAH who only can judge me

only ALLAH who can blame me

and only ALLAH can make me H A P P Y