happy unhappy

maybe not now,

maybe not today, but eventually.

things will come together, insyaAllah.

right now it doesn't seem that way

right now it seems like everything is wrong

but that isn't true.....

at some point in our lives,

we'll all hit rock bottom

bumps on the road

and so much more

so much easier to sit there and feel hopeless

rather than pull ourselves back up.

don't give up

everything will be alright.

they say there are five stages of grief:

DENIAL

ANGER

BARGAINING

DEPRESSION

ACCEPTANCE

and I don't know what stage am I right now

I keep everything inside

hard for me to spill everything out

instead of thinking for myself

I choose thinking about others first

that's who I am

I can say, nobody understand me

I guess

but one thing keeping me standing is that

I must be strong

for good.

the SAD ending of MERLIN

The Diamond of the Day

Part One and Part Two

Finale Season of Merlin Series

  very touching and sad ending

I'm kinda sad and disappointed Merlin is over

feels like rush ending

so many thing I wish to see in this final episode

but it didn't

they could have done more with Aithusa, especially since we knew the Great Dragon was dying, we could have seen a shot of Merlin training Aithusa for good.

and Gwen should have at least been pregnant

it would be better for "The Once and Future King"

to refer to Arthur's heir

and not to likely Arthur coming back from the dead

why is it like the writer rushing to end this

I want to see more...huhu

but some said, great story will have their end

maybe Merlin fans will have to just accept this :(

the part that the most touch my heart is 

the moment when Arthur saying 'Thank You'

to Merlin and he's dying :(

here some of the Merlin Series photos

enjoy !!

sacrifice?? is it needed??

learn something today by a friend.. it's about sacrifice..particularly in LOVE means towards someone we love.. sometimes, I don't understand how we can HATE someone we ever love..like..a loving couple,love each other then when the glory fade away from the relationship which mean 'broke up' they keep hating each other...?? is that simple?? is that love for?? I try to put mine in their shoes but still I don't think we need to hate each other.. It will poisoned urself..rite guys?? ANGER, HATRED and REVENGE not good for our heart.. It will make us being someone irrational and away t0o emotional person...its not good guys!! stay away from tht kind of 'heart disease'.. the other thing is about the SACRIFICE.. some people said, love need sacrifice as a PROOF he/she loves you...is it REALLY necessary?? Yes, of course its necessary but still its not a major judgment in a love relationship.. How come you judge your lover by his/her sacrifice..all that need full consideration and need some 'give and take' attitude... try to understand both side & plz dun misjudge.. try to being grateful of what u have in front of u now..appreciate it..Once u meet someone who understand u, take care of u as he/she suppose to do..its enough..dun look back anymore or trying to search better, better and better...coz u might be didn't found the better one but the worse one....THINK of it guys...Here is some Sacrifice Quotes to share...

A good sacrifice is one that is not necessarily sound but leaves your opponent dazed and confused.

Those things which are precious are saved only by sacrifice.

A man who was completely innocent, offered himself as a sacrifice for the good of others, including his enemies, and became the ransom of the world. It was a perfect act.

Compromise is but the sacrifice of one right or good in the hope of retaining another - too often ending in the loss of both.

I think there is choice possible to us at any moment, as long as we live. But there is no sacrifice. There is a choice, and the rest falls away. Second choice does not exist. Beware of those who talk about sacrifice.

p/s: to my dear Asyraf... I LOVE YOU just the way you are...................